I was married very happily for some twenty years but she died and I missed having someone special in my life. I married again and thought that I could start a new happy life, but my wife cheated on me and I have lost all trust. Soon we will have completed divorce. But, now I am lonely and concerned that I will not find the right woman again. Maybe my first marriage was a fluke and marriage is really not that good. Maybe my expectations are too high. I just want a woman to love and to love me, simple.